i love you. then i hate you then i love you again. then i hate you some more then i hate myself. to let you play with me like a doll and stuff me back on the shelf i love you. but i hate you but i could not be more grateful you taught me to be loving. you taught me to be hateful so let me love you. let me demonstrate. with my undying hate but my hate is still passion. and i love you still but never love like i did before so allow me to hate you. and allow me to deny you cause the game, it gets old already so let this be a chapter. that we leave far behind let this be the time. i get you out off from my mind let this be a game over. let this be an end to love and hate you. again
nostalgic. listening to: 1. lene marlin - another day 2. ronan keating - when you say nothing at all 3. plus one - last flight out 4. oasis - don't look back in anger 5. gabrielle - out of reach 6. kid rock - only God knows why 7. utada hikaru - eyes on me 8. liquido - play some rock 9. poinbreak - you 10. emma button - what took you so long etc.
i hate to be lied by someone and i know you've lied to me. i know you did but why? why you make it so hard with lying me? boong demi kebaikan. i don't agree with that, i hate it instead. i'm not an emotional person, i think. i won't be angry if you try to be honest to me. i'll think twice before i get mad. i hate make an argue with people especially you so please don't be lie to me. is that hard?
You are Green Lion, who gives graceful and pure impression. You are dignified, and possess delicate sensitivity and cool intelligence along side your sweetness. But unlike your friendly outlook, you are very cautious towards others, and can not relax in front of anyone. Your weakness is that you can not adapt easily to new environments. You tend to take a very passive attitude when starting something. But when it comes nearer towards the goal, you become very obstinate, and your ego will start to show up. You may become very dogmatic, but because of your personality, people will not feel harmed. You possess a skill of a manager, and even if you experience difficulty, you don't show grimness. You are very practical and precise person. You can make sound and rational decisions, but sometimes can be argumentative. In life, you are long distance runner type. You treasure your past and find something from there. You will have your best days in old age. You are not so emotional type, and therefore look much older than your actual age. You should not think things according to your own interest. Your reliable character is trusted by people around you. After getting married you may turn out a little nagging type. But will be a good wife and a mother.