untilmarch

2011-01-24T09:37:00.005+08:00

there are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept; things that we don't want to know but have to learn; and people we can't live without but have to let go.

2010-09-22T09:00:00.003+08:00

i've just listened to it and i was wondering. suddenly a lot of questions came out to my mind. again. i've wasted so many times to wonder to think to find out all the answers for each questions. but this time i don't need it. i've knew that those questions are unanswerable that i'll never ever ask. i don't want to waste my time anymore. so i was thinking shortly and simply.. nothing's impossible in this life. anything could happen even the thing that i've never imagine before. not ever once. and surprisingly it was happened. and it hasn't happen to me. not until right now. not so that easy for me.

there's a bit shocked and sadness. i'm still good. tears fall but i'm fine. i do care and it lies if i said i don't. but it's just not as much as before. then i've realized what was happened makes me stronger and strong enough to through all of this.

loves hates and jealousy.

2010-08-30T04:28:00.009+08:00

in the right time. with or by the right one.
i wish :))

2010-07-10T03:03:00.004+08:00

2010-06-16T07:35:00.004+08:00

2010-04-19T03:11:00.008+08:00

now i feel that life after college is blah! it is because i never thought it would be like this. hmmmm. actually it shshshshshsh*ts (ups! sorry) when i get stuck find an incompatibility n lost in the middle of nowhere. and its been months since my graduation. haha -.-". so yaa whatever. hard to explain it all here. i just stresssss! thinking "jdi begimana nasibkuuuu??" aaaaaaaaa @.@ GOD please help n show me the way! ....

anyway, just randomly played some musics and this recently song akhir cerita cinta by glenn fredly was really made my day into :s

2010-03-31T01:48:00.004+08:00

2010-01-01T12:19:00.002+08:00

6 o'clock in the morning and i still wake up. facing a morning of my very first day in 2010. thinking that time does move so fast, really fast. thinking that how lucky i am, never lack of anything cause GOD has given almost of everything to me. but i realize, this is life and nothing's perfect. maybe others have what i don't have. maybe i don't have what others have. but GOD always fair and i feel blessed and thankful for what i have now. thanks GOD because YOU always right beside me. hopefully this new year will be a better year with full of joy, peace and happiness for everybody and everything in this world. hopefully another year will make a better me and let me closer to YOU. amen.

2009-12-17T03:42:00.009+08:00

wednesday night dec 16 '09 @ the apartment
farewell dinner with eric, nyo, erika, eche, adit

i hope it won't be the last. hmmm.

2009-12-14T04:25:00.002+08:00

2009-11-05T21:06:00.012+08:00

thanks a lot to my parent who support me to do this project. also to all the casts (mr.arif, erika, fenny, nancy and esther) for their willingness to perform in my video. and all of friends who likes it. big MERCI to you all! xoxo :))

anyway. less than 2 weeks until the final exhibition.
and i still have a lot of things to be done.
hahihuheho. acha acha fighting! (-.-)/

2009-10-23T04:15:00.012+08:00

i'm raining inside.
it's like a big blue sky collapse.

thanks to him for his song and his voice.
made my bad night feels better.

2009-10-14T03:40:00.006+08:00

Kuroshio Sea - 2nd largest aquarium tank in the world - (song is Please don't go by Barcelona) from Jon Rawlinson on Vimeo.

AWESOME!i want to go there!

2009-10-09T04:46:00.007+08:00

...and everything become wonderful when you find the one you love :))
check the film here. it's really sweet and lovely short movie! ❤❤❤

2009-09-28T18:38:00.015+08:00

one week holiday is end. now back to reality. back to assignments. -.-" still on holiday's mood ;P hehe. anyway.
the trip to perhentian island was really fun. :D
the island is damn beautiful. the beach and the sea is really nice.
i swam with so much fishes. met little nemos and cute turtles.

(n.n) (n.n) hippie. happie. \(n.n)/

*thanks GOD!

and we have a good time there :D :D

2009-09-19T16:42:00.010+08:00

day 1 day 2 day 3 day 4. finally the shooting is done.
yeah.. it was really tiring but it was fun ;))
so here we are...

Bravo Multimedia GDD 8 :D
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and next week i'm going to perhentian island.
yeay! welcoming holiday!! ;))

2009-09-10T21:48:00.010+08:00

sometimes we don't understand certain things until we're ready to see them in a certain way
and i still don't understand a lot of things in this world
i don't understand people, i don't understand love, i don't understand life
i don't understand this and that until the word "why" already fulfill of my head

2009-09-07T21:21:00.005+08:00

He is in Paris. Playing the Louvre in Lisa's hand.
and i always melting everytime he says my name while he's singing hihi ;P
♥ ♥ ♥

2009-08-21T23:23:00.002+08:00

i like my fedora's hat :))

2009-08-16T05:23:00.004+08:00

from bukit tinggi to genting highland :))
another fun and unforgettable moment with them. especially for those graduated people. vianna nancy yulius and also for aswin and sylvi too. i'm sure cyberia will missing you guys and so am i. thanks for the good times we had spent. all d best to all of you. and hope to see you again soon ya vianna, nancy, yuli, sylv, aswin ;)
xoxo

2009-08-14T00:59:00.020+08:00

first week in malaysia.
jalan2.hura2.makan2.happie-yippie ;D
thanks GOD for gave me the days with smiles and laughs :)

monday night. korean bbq di ampang,KL. tetep enak n kenyang ;3

tuesday night. sky bar. tried another side of life ;P

with flaming lamborghini. enak!
next time. gonna try blow job! x)

wednesday. went to midvalley. watched a GIJoe movie.
with katie and raina :))

thursday. went to alamanda n one utama. had a dinner at sushi zanmai.
with nath phi nyo nancy erika eche yulius adrian n eric.
and tomorrow. we're + adit going to bukit tinggi. can't wait for it. so excited! xD

2009-08-11T18:23:00.003+08:00

700 favs on 1 day and 30 minutes
so surprised and never expect it before
i'm happy a lot of people like it :))
[link]

anyway.my life back in cyberia. back to uni life for my final semester. assignments is coming one by one. another sleepless night is coming so soon. 15 weeks to finish all these things. after that? i still don't know where to go. just wishing Lord will give me strength to through it all :))

2009-08-03T02:44:00.002+08:00

awesome animation movie. touching and thrilling. sweet romantic loyalty Carl Fredrickson. cute and funny Russel. beautiful Kevin. helpful Dug. i love all the characters and the story itself is very good. really really a pleasure to watch :D :D

2009-06-30T02:25:00.010+08:00

foursome.saturday night at bluemen cafe

wednesday night at moko with ars-unpar students
enjoying my first week holiday :))
thanks for blessing me everyday, GOD!
i do believe that You won't give me more than i can handle

2009-06-20T05:07:00.003+08:00

another nice song :))

anyway.. i'm going home soon
yeah. another holiday. again?!? haha
well.. happy holiday everyone! :)

2009-06-09T23:19:00.006+08:00

multimedia's presentation. done
design management's presentation. done
left. journals
then i'll be free for a month :))
caiyo!

recently song i love. 1234 by Plain White T's. sweet! i'm so in love with the lyrics :))

2009-06-01T08:50:00.002+08:00

of course it's not my first time to buy shoes
and i bought it because it was 50% discount hehe
but don't know why...
i just feel happy that i have a pair of new shoes now ;))

2009-05-30T22:57:00.001+08:00

happie birthday dear housemate!
all d best for you. xoxo :))

2009-05-19T19:49:00.000+08:00

today was raining. oh how i love today :))
image from tumblr

anyway. 3 weeks more to go. it's going to be kinda hectic week. animation for the short film + website. TVC's video + interactive kiosk. 8 topics analysis for Pat's journal. value management's report. and another website using css codes. oh my my. @.@

2009-05-17T16:21:00.000+08:00

tagged: cindy, ewic, yulius, vianna, nancy, nyo, eche, erika, adit, lisa,
pavilion, angles and demons, ampang avenue, korean bbq, pork, full, yummy, friday, FUN! ;D

tagged: eric, ewic, birthday, 23, surprised, cindy, sunday, may, 17,
pavilion, KL, yulius, phi, nancy, sylv, nyo, erika, eche, lisa, moment, UNFORGETTABLE! :))

2009-05-13T22:01:00.002+08:00

i know i'm not kids anymore but i always do love to watch cartoon hehe ;)
The Princess and The Frog. must watch it! ;D

2009-05-10T22:35:00.002+08:00

my love for mom :))
happy mommy's day!

2009-05-02T22:14:00.004+08:00

had fun with esther and fenny
both of them as the singers and me played the guitar ;)

2009-05-02T10:08:00.004+08:00

all d best for nancy :))

2009-04-30T20:47:00.004+08:00

i'm struggling to do my animation with after effect
i know i can :))
yeah.one month to go.acha acha figthing! xD

2009-04-30T00:15:00.005+08:00

I have always wanted to be able to see the real spring with my eyes

2009-04-27T23:36:00.003+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥
photograph by: Denise Grunstain

2009-04-25T23:05:00.003+08:00

the night of holding hands and writing songs and singing in the rain, it's a night they'll never forget. yeah.i love the story. i love the way they made the design. i love some of the soundtrack on this movie. i love sweety Nick, the straight bass player in an all gay band. and love yugo too :))

2009-04-25T16:07:00.003+08:00

2009-04-24T20:10:00.004+08:00

i ♥ spring
photograph by : Oscar Falks

Quote of the day:

2009-04-24T00:03:00.001+08:00

2009-04-10T19:54:00.006+08:00

today finished the presentation. tomorrow is going back to bandung. holiday but it's not really holiday. happy but not really happy. assignments are waiting to do. have to start the animation. photoshoot. css website coding. soon! welcoming home :)) welcoming assignments :(((

listening to Jason Mraz's songs

recently watched Christian Sugiono's blog
recently played Restaurant City on facebook

2009-04-08T02:14:00.003+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I did this thing.. the personality tet
Find out yours :))

2009-04-05T21:23:00.006+08:00

The second star to the right
Shines in the night for you
To tell you that the dreams you plan
Really can come true
The second star to the right
Shines with a light that's rare
And if it's Never Land you need
It's light will lead you there
Twinkle, twinkle little star
So I'll know where you are
Gleaming in the skies above
Lead me to the one who loves me
And when you bring him my way
Each time we say "Goodnight"
We'll thank the little star that shines
The second star from the right
(PeterPan)

figuring out the fairy dust is blown on me and think lovely wonderful thoughts then i fly away and find the second star to the right, neverland ;)

2009-04-01T03:54:00.018+08:00

(Jason Mraz - Dream Life Of Rand McNally)

(Jason Mraz - Rainbow Connection)

if I knew all the words, I would write myself out of here
if I was all the colors, I would paint you pretty in gold in a picture
(Jason Mraz - 0% Interest)

he melt my heart, again..
and now i'm addicted to him x)

2009-03-30T23:21:00.008+08:00

God creates us with 2 ears and 1 mouth cause He wants us to speak less and listen more
thanks to Roy :))

2009-03-29T16:43:00.003+08:00

so much to do but no clue where to start
so much to think but no time when to start
so much to say but don't know how to start
hella busy

2009-03-28T01:25:00.006+08:00

i don't understand people. and i don't want to understand
but i try to understand. coz i have to understand

2009-03-22T03:12:00.006+08:00

i love you. then i hate you
then i love you again. then i hate you some more
then i hate myself. to let you play with me like a doll
and stuff me back on the shelf
i love you. but i hate you
but i could not be more grateful
you taught me to be loving. you taught me to be hateful
so let me love you. let me demonstrate. with my undying hate
but my hate is still passion. and i love you still
but never love like i did before
so allow me to hate you. and allow me to deny you
cause the game, it gets old already
so let this be a chapter. that we leave far behind
let this be the time. i get you out off from my mind
let this be a game over. let this be an end
to love and hate you. again

2009-03-19T17:20:00.006+08:00

no need a question. too lazy to ask. no need an answer. too fool to listen the untruth. no need an explanation. cause everything's clear already. so it's done. i'm done.

2009-03-18T04:32:00.003+08:00

so many stars last night. i found myself like being a single star in the night sky. but i couldn't be that one. i, you, they, we. are thousands of stars. each one of us

2009-03-14T05:16:00.000+08:00

nostalgic. listening to:
1. lene marlin - another day
2. ronan keating - when you say nothing at all
3. plus one - last flight out
4. oasis - don't look back in anger
5. gabrielle - out of reach
6. kid rock - only God knows why
7. utada hikaru - eyes on me
8. liquido - play some rock
9. poinbreak - you
10. emma button - what took you so long
etc.

2009-03-11T01:37:00.008+08:00

mraz by toyib
days ago i just watched him on his live concert in KL, malaysia
and i'm still amazed by him 'til right now..
omg jason! you're so freaking adorable xD
...and melt my heart too :))

2009-03-08T23:27:00.007+08:00

saturday night was unforgettable

thanks a lot guys for made my day became so great ! :))
xoxo

2009-03-07T02:23:00.006+08:00

my age tursn to 22 today. happy birthday to me :))
thanks for all the birthday wishes

thanks to nyo, chan, eche, erika
for singing me a happy birthday song
and thanks to GOD for blessing me everyday :))

2009-03-05T20:37:00.005+08:00

ggrrrrrrr.hikkkkssss.ckckckckckck. sorry. i'm not in the good mood. bye!

2009-03-04T14:03:00.004+08:00

i hate to be lied by someone and i know you've lied to me. i know you did but why? why you make it so hard with lying me? boong demi kebaikan. i don't agree with that, i hate it instead. i'm not an emotional person, i think. i won't be angry if you try to be honest to me. i'll think twice before i get mad. i hate make an argue with people especially you so please don't be lie to me. is that hard?

2009-03-03T02:37:00.001+08:00

i'm going to see him tomorrow.. so excited! xD

2009-03-01T23:28:00.005+08:00

You are Green Lion, who gives graceful and pure impression. You are dignified, and possess delicate sensitivity and cool intelligence along side your sweetness. But unlike your friendly outlook, you are very cautious towards others, and can not relax in front of anyone. Your weakness is that you can not adapt easily to new environments. You tend to take a very passive attitude when starting something. But when it comes nearer towards the goal, you become very obstinate, and your ego will start to show up. You may become very dogmatic, but because of your personality, people will not feel harmed. You possess a skill of a manager, and even if you experience difficulty, you don't show grimness. You are very practical and precise person. You can make sound and rational decisions, but sometimes can be argumentative. In life, you are long distance runner type. You treasure your past and find something from there. You will have your best days in old age. You are not so emotional type, and therefore look much older than your actual age. You should not think things according to your own interest. Your reliable character is trusted by people around you. After getting married you may turn out a little nagging type. But will be a good wife and a mother.

2009-02-23T17:08:00.002+08:00

me, housemates (ketie+ela) and evie spent our sunday night in little genting :))

2009-02-22T14:43:00.004+08:00

so i'm here.. back to cyberia again, back to college life and now i'm sitting in front of my laptop, doing nothing, get bored and something makes me feel bad, really bad but i don't know how to explain.. it's hard to say and i don't want to make it more complicated.. life is hard and i don't want to make it harder.. life will be so much easier if only i can all surrender in the present and move with the flow to wherever now is taking me and whatever now is accept me.. as always patient is my key and GOD, time, and the moment of now are my surrenders :)

2009-02-05T19:06:00.006+08:00

awesome beach.. awesome Bali! :D

2009-01-28T04:53:00.002+08:00

"so here is my decision..
i won't ask i won't wish
but i will let and i will keep"

2009-01-26T06:37:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year'09!
qong xi qong xi ^^

2009-01-17T17:38:00.004+08:00

yesterday nite so unforgettable
thanks dear! :)

2009-01-08T02:34:00.002+08:00

through the sunset with mom and little sista
it was very awesome!

2009-01-06T02:11:00.003+08:00

what i love being single is
driving alone, go nowhere, meeting everybody
what i hate being single is
talking alone, sitting alone, and feel lonely

2009-01-06T02:01:00.003+08:00

what a lovely day :))
(bandung.saturday,jan 03'09)

2009-01-01T05:49:00.004+08:00

it's a new year.. it's 2009
new resolutions, new wishlists, new hopes
a better life, a better person, a better me
just wish everything will be better then and..
happy new year'09 everyone! :D

2008-12-29T02:47:00.003+08:00

disappear
that's the only thing i really really want to do
right now.. at this moment
but sadly i can't
so i choose to run away
run from this damn thing
am i selfish?
yes, i am
sorry

2008-12-28T02:30:00.004+08:00

i'm counting down the days
mmmm... 6 days to 2009
OMG!
new year is coming soon!

2008-12-25T09:10:00.000+08:00

2008-12-25T02:11:00.002+08:00

today is a Christmas day
means it's a time for love, joy, and peace
and it's a time to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ
so let's keep in mind the truth of Christmas day and
hope u all will have a wonderful one
Merry Berry Christmas everyone! :D

2008-12-23T06:34:00.002+08:00

it's 6.36 am in the morning
i'm still awake and it's raining :))

2008-12-19T16:29:00.003+08:00

xmas by ~lisz on deviant ART

2008-12-10T22:27:00.002+08:00

recently fall in love with

jason mraz - bella luna
thanks 4 someone who introduced this song to me :)

2008-12-07T18:45:00.002+08:00

raindrops keep falling
and so my tears

2008-12-05T22:58:00.003+08:00

starbucks.pvj and happy puppy.hypersquare
so FUN! :D :D :D

2008-12-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

"I love you more than everything else in the world combined. Isn’t that enough?"
Bella Swan, Twilight, Epilogue, p.498

The vampire who wanted to be good — who ran around saving people’s lives so he wouldn’t be a monster
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 10, p.204

You are my life. You’re the only thing it would hurt me to lose.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 24, p.474

Edward Cullen: And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.
Isabella Swan: What a stupid lamb.
Edward Cullen: What a sick, masochistic lion.

2008-12-03T02:54:00.000+08:00

i don't want to think too hard
i don't care at all
whatever

2008-11-29T03:53:00.004+08:00

i was thinking and wondering...
what i was supposed to do

2008-11-27T03:51:00.002+08:00

we share everything.. we talk everything..
we support each other.. we help each other..
we walk together..
through all the happy and sad things together..
we always together..
in heart.. in mind and in time..
coz we're bestfriends forever :) :)
my truly bestfriends.. amey kikim :D
loph u both.. xoxo

2008-11-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

sushi tei.. so delicious :)
hot coffee late plus noon conversation at coffee bean.. so enjoyable :)
the bond's movie the quantum of solace.. so bored -.-"
met and hang out with him.. so fun n happy :D
yeah.. i love today! ^^

2008-11-24T21:48:00.005+08:00

summary
the worst thing i had today:
i had a little argue with my mom and it's really annoying me -.-"
the best thing i had today:
a family's dinner at tayang suki was fun :D the food is so delicious
"thanks GOD!" :) :) :)

2008-11-23T23:06:00.001+08:00

hiks! i lost all my songs in my ipod :'(

2008-11-23T05:15:00.011+08:00

2008-11-23T04:33:00.004+08:00

we had a dinner and watched the movie
we spent our night in pvj :D
first saturday in bandung was fun ^^

a dedicated song

2008-11-21T22:23:00.008+08:00

* i just knew this song from kikim.. she dedicated it for me
and i dedicated it back for her and for amey as well :) :)

recently fall in love with

2008-11-21T04:47:00.004+08:00

Michael Buble - Lost
he's awesome romantic man! xD

2008-11-20T01:23:00.004+08:00

he's lovely but sooooo naughty
and he become more more n more naughty now
but i love u bill hehehe :)
by the way... i love being home :))

2008-11-18T07:01:00.011+08:00

i had a good day :).the presentation was good.the dinner at Jogoya, Starhill was nice.i had a lof of fun tonight :) :).and the happiest one i'm done with all assignments things :D.and today i'm going back home xD.thanks everything to my groupmates.the maddie middie midnight.dee and tamish :).and also for all my cyberia friendsssss.miss them a lot!.jgn lupa pada maen ke bdg ya hehehe :)).ok.cu babai everyone :).xoxohughugkisskiss.xD

2008-11-17T11:45:00.004+08:00

T-Break (Nov 14th 2008)
Tagged: Tamish, Ms.Ezlina, Me, Hidayah, Fenny, Adit
(Front) Ot, Bb, Billy, Mm, Wv

My graphic design classmatessss :D

2008-11-12T19:08:00.003+08:00

freaking dude groupmates :3
the maddie middie midnight xD

2008-11-03T09:57:00.002+08:00

video clip.2 journal.design context book.typo.BUSY!

2008-11-02T03:27:00.003+08:00

hei.. you watched me
but is that you???
hmmm.. whatever
i just miss you already :))

2008-11-01T02:02:00.006+08:00

simplify your life
be true to yourself, it's always best to be who you are
learn a new skill, start a new career
take care of yourself, don't wait for someone to take care of you
don't cheat don't lie don't pretend
don't live in the past and learn how to let go, it will help you to move forward
don’t associate with people you can’t trust
do what you have to, don't postpone it
time can't bring anything or anyone back
light up your life, drive yourself to your destination
live your dreams, don't lose faith in GOD who is good all the time
be tough be strong
be you be original
be the best as best as you can do

2008-10-30T10:19:00.002+08:00

2008-10-23T05:55:00.009+08:00

this is the end or is this the end?
hmmmmm let's see

anyway.. shit L*CT!
i don't want to talk a lot about why i said that
but i really really disappointed with my uni -.-"

2008-10-17T22:43:00.003+08:00

very long long and long time ago

i miss it and i regret to stop it x(

17oct'08 rumor

2008-10-16T12:01:00.004+08:00

this is the rumor that has been spread on the Internet:

"Coming October 17, 2008 the sun will rise continuously for 36 hrs (1.5 days). During this time the American countries will be dark for 1.5 days. It will convert 3 days into 2 big days. It will happen once in 2400 yrs. We're very lucky to see this. Forward it to all friends."

so.. that rumor still hasn't sure yet, it still on debates rates whether is true or not.. tapi dah 2 ari ni klo lgi siang udaranya panas bngt xP badan kerasanya cepel berkeringat muka berminyak aaaaaa ga suka dhe klo lgi panas T.T and i don't feel that i'm lucky to see that -.-" hmmmmm just let see and watch what will happen tomorrow but i hope this rumor is not true coz i don't like HOT weather apalagi saia tinggal di cyberia yang udah mah gersang ditambah panas aaaaaaaaaa ampun! xP

*anyway thanks to arnov who told me about this rumor :))