so i'm here.. back to cyberia again, back to college life and now i'm sitting in front of my laptop, doing nothing, get bored and something makes me feel bad, really bad but i don't know how to explain.. it's hard to say and i don't want to make it more complicated.. life is hard and i don't want to make it harder.. life will be so much easier if only i can all surrender in the present and move with the flow to wherever now is taking me and whatever now is accept me.. as always patient is my key and GOD, time, and the moment of now are my surrenders :)